From THE MYSTICAL CITY OF GOD, Ven. Mary Agreda
TAN Books and Publishers; With Ecclesiastical Appr.
During one of the conversations of Mary with Joseph concerning the mysteries of the Lord, the Infant Jesus, having reached the age of one year, resolved to break the silence and speak in plain words to Joseph, who so faithfully fulfilled the duties of a foster-father. He had thus conversed with His heavenly Mother from the time of His Birth. The two holy Spouses were speaking of the infinite being of God, of His goodness and excessive love, which induced Him to send His Only-begotten Son as the Teacher and Savior of men, clothing Him in human form in order that He might converse with them and suffer the punishments of their depraved natures. Saint Joseph was lost in wonder at the works of the Lord and inflamed by affectionate gratitude and exaltation of the Lord. Seizing upon this occasion the infant God, resting upon the arms of His Mother as upon the seat of wisdom, began to speak to Saint Joseph in an intelligible voice, saying: "My father, I came from Heaven upon this earth in order to be the light of the world, and in order to rescue it from darkness of sin; in order to seek and know My sheep as a good Shepherd, to give them nourishment of eternal life, teach them the way of Heaven, open its gates, which had been closed by their sins. I desire that you both be children of the Light, which you have so close at hand."
These words of the Infant Jesus, being full of Divine life, filled the heart of the patriarch Saint Joseph with new love, reverence and joy. He fell on his knees before the infant God with the profoundest humility and thanked Him for having called Him "father" by the very first word spoken to him. He besought the Lord with many tears to enlighten him and enable him to fulfill entirely His most holy will, to teach him to be thankful for the incomparable benefits flowing from His generous hands. Parents who love their children very much are touched with consolation and pride to see their children show great signs of wisdom and virtue; and even when this is not the case, they are naturally inclined to extol and make much of their childish pranks and sayings; for all this is the result of their tender affection for their young offspring. Although Saint Joseph was not the natural, but the foster-father of Jesus, his love for Him exceeded by far all the love of parents for their children, since in him grace, or even natural love, was more powerful than in others, yea than in all the parents together. Hence the joy of his soul is to be measured by this love and appreciation of Saint Joseph as being the foster-father of the Infant Jesus. For he at the same time heard himself called the father of the Son of the eternal Father, and saw Him so beautiful in grace, while listening to such exalted wisdom and knowledge in the Child.
During the whole of this first year His sweetest Mother had wrapped the infant God in clothes and coverings usual with other children; for He did not wish to be distinguished in this from others, and He wished to bear witness to His true humanity and to His love for mortals, enduring this inconvenience otherwise not required of Him. His boundless love for mortals inflamed Her with loving gratitude toward the Lord and produced in her heroic acts of many virtues. Seeing that the Child Jesus desired no footgear and only one garment, She said to Him: "My Son and my Lord, Thy Mother has not the heart to allow Thee to go barefoot upon the ground at Thy tender age; permit me, my Love, to provide some kind of covering to protect them. I also fear that the rough garment, which Thou askest of me, will wound Thy tender body, if Thou permit no linen to be worn beneath." "My Mother, I will permit a slight and ordinary covering for My feet until the time of My public preaching shall come, for this I must do barefooted. But I do not wish to wear linen, because it foments carnal pleasures, and is the causes of many vices in men. I wish to teach many by my example to renounce it for love and imitation of Me."
Immediately the great Queen set diligently about fulfilling the will of her most holy Son. Procuring some wool in its natural and uncolored state, She spun it very finely with her own hands and of it She wove a garment of one piece and without any seam, similar to knitted stuff, or rather like twilled cloth; for it was woven of twisted cords, not like smooth-woven goods. She wove it upon a small loom, by meshes, crocheting it of one seamless piece in a mysterious manner (John 19, 23). Two things were wonderful about it: that it was entirely even and uniform, without any folds, and that, at her request, the natural color was changed to a more suitable one, which was a mixture of brown and a most exquisite silver-gray, so that it could not be called either, appearing to be neither altogether brown, nor silvery, nor gray, but having a mixture of them all. She also wove a pair of sandals of strong thread, like hempen shoes, with which She covered the feet of the infant God. Besides these She made a half tunic of linen, which was to serve as an undergarment.
From the time the Child Jesus was on His feet He commenced to retire and spent certain hours of the day in the oratory of His Mother. As the most prudent Mother was anxious to know His wishes in regard to her intercourse with Him, the Lord responded to her mute appeal, saying: "My Mother, enter and remain with Me always in order that thou mayest imitate Me in My works; for I wish that in thee be modeled and exhibited the high perfection which I desire to see accomplished in the souls. For if they had not resisted My first intentions (1 Tim. 2, 4), they would have been endowed with My most abundant and copious gifts; but since the human race has hindered this, I have chosen thee as the vessel of all perfection and of the treasures of My right hand, which the rest of the creatures have abused and lost. Observe Me therefore in all My actions for the purpose of imitating Me."
Thus the heavenly Lady was installed anew as the Disciple of her most holy Son. Thenceforward passed such great and hidden mysteries between these Two, that not until the day of eternity will they be known. Many times the Divine Child prostrated Himself on the ground, at others He was raised from the ground in the form of a cross, earnestly praying to the eternal Father for the salvation of mortals. In all this His most loving Mother imitated Him. For to Her were manifest the interior operations of His most holy Soul, just as well as the exterior movements of His Body. Of this knowledge of most pure Mary I have spoken in other parts of this history and it is necessary to point it out often, because this was the source of the light which guided Her in her holy life. It was such a singular blessing, that all creatures together will not be able to understand or describe it by their united powers. The great Lady did not always enjoy visions of the Divinity; but always the sight of the most holy humanity and Soul of her Son with all their activities. In a special manner She was witness of the effects of the hypostatic and beatific union of the humanity with the Divinity. Although She did not always see this glory and this union substantially; yet She perceived the interior acts by which His humanity reverenced, loved and magnified the Divinity to which it was united; and this privilege was reserved solely to most holy Mary.
On these occasions it often happened that the Child Jesus in the presence of His most holy Mother wept and perspired blood, for this happened many times before His agony in the garden. Then the blessed Lady would wipe His face interiorly perceiving and knowing the cause of this agony, namely the loss of the foreknown and of those who would be ungrateful for the benefits of their Creator and Redeemer and in whom the works of the infinite power and goodness of the Lord would be wasted. At other times the blessed Mother would find Him refulgent with heavenly light and surrounded by Angels that sang sweet hymns of praise; and She was made aware, that the heavenly Father was pleased in His beloved and Only-begotten Son (Matt. 17, 5). All these wonders commenced from the time when at the age of one year He began to walk, witnessed only by His most holy Mother, whose heart was to be the treasure-house of His wonders. The works of love, praise and worshipful gratitude, His petitions for the human race, all exceed my ability to describe. I must refer the understanding of it to the faith and piety of the Christians.
Many of the children of Heliopolis gathered around the Child Jesus, as
it is natural with children of similar age and condition. Since they
free from great malice and were not given to inquire, whether He was
than man, but freely admitted the heavenly light, the Master of truth
them as far as was befitting. He instilled into them the knowledge of
and of the virtues; He taught and catechized them in the way of eternal
life, even more abundantly than the adults. As His words were full of
and strength, He won their hearts and impressed His truths so deeply
them, that all those, who had this good fortune, afterwards became
and saintly men; for in the course of time they ripened in themselves
fruit of this heavenly seed sown so early into their souls.
The Child Jesus reached the end of His seventh year while in Egypt, which was also the term set by the eternal Wisdom for His mysterious sojourn in that land. In order that the prophecies might be fulfilled, it was necessary that He return to Nazareth. This decree the eternal Father intimated to His most holy Son on a certain day in the presence of His holy Mother and while She was with Him in prayer. She saw it mirrored in His deified Soul and She saw how He submitted to it in obedience to the Father. Therein the great Lady joined Him, although they had already become better acquainted and habituated to Their present abode than to Their own native city of Nazareth. Neither the Mother nor the Son made known to Saint Joseph this new decree of Heaven. But in that very night the Angel of the Lord spoke to him in his sleep, as Matthew relates (Matt. 2, 19), and bade him take the Child and its Mother and return to the land of Israel; for Herod and those who with him had sought the life of the Child, were dead. So much value does the Almighty set on the proper order in created things, that, though Jesus was the true God and His Mother so highly exalted above Saint Joseph in sanctity, He did not permit the arrangements of this journey to proceed from His Son nor from His Mother, but from Saint Joseph, who was the head of this Family. God intended to teach all mortals, that He wishes all things to be governed by the natural order set up by His Providence; and that the inferiors and subjects of the mystical body of the Church, even though they may excel in virtue and in certain other respects, must obey and submit to their superiors and prelates in the visible order.
They departed for Palestine in the company of Angels as on their way thence. The great Queen sat on the ass with the Divine Child on her lap and Saint Joseph walked afoot, closely following the Son and Mother. On account of the loss of such great Benefactors their acquaintances and friends were very sorrowful at the news of their departure; with incredible weeping and sighing they saw Them leave, knowing and loudly complaining, that they were now losing all their consolation and refuge in their necessities. If the Divine power had not interfered, the holy Family would have found great difficulty in leaving Heliopolis; for its inhabitants began to feel the night of their miseries secretly setting upon their hearts at the parting of the Sun, which had dispersed and brightened its darkness (John 1, 9). In traversing the inhabited country they passed through some towns of Egypt, where They scattered their graces and blessings. The news of their passage spreading about, all the sick, the afflicted and disconsolate gathered to seek Them out, and they found themselves relieved in body and soul. Many of the sick were cured, many demons were expelled without their knowing who it was that thus hurled them back to Hell. Yet they felt the Divine power, which compelled them and wrought such blessings among men.
They reached Nazareth, their home, for the Child was to be called a Nazarene. They found their former humble house in charge of the devout cousin of Saint Joseph, who had offered to serve him while our Queen was absent in the house of Elisabeth. Before They had left Judea for Egypt, Saint Joseph had written to this woman, asking her to take care of the house and what it contained. They found it all in good condition and his cousin received Them with great joy on account of her love for the great Queen, though at the same time she did not know of her dignity. The heavenly Lady entered with her Son and Saint Joseph, and immediately She prostrated Herself in adoration of the Lord and in thanksgiving for having led Them, safe from the cruelty of Herod, to this retreat, and preserved Them in the dangers of Their banishment and their long and arduous journeys. Above all did She render thanks for having returned in company with her Son, now grown both in years and in grace and virtue (Luke 2, 40).
Taking counsel with her Divine Child She proceeded to set up a rule of life and regulate her pious practices; not that She had failed to observe a rule of life on her journey; for the most prudent Lady, in imitation of her Son, had always observed the most perfect order according to circumstances. But being now peacefully settled in her home She wished to include many exercises, which on the journey were impossible. Her greatest solicitude was always to co-operate with her most holy Son for the salvation of souls which was the work most urgently enjoined upon Her by the eternal Father. Toward this most high end our Queen directed all her practices in union with the Redeemer, and this was their constant occupation. The holy Joseph also ordered his occupations and his work so as most worthily to earn sustenance for the Divine Child and His Mother as well as for himself. That which in other sons of Adam is considered a punishment and a hardship was to this holy Patriarch a great happiness. For while others were condemned to sustain their natural life by the labor of their hands in the sweat of their brows, Saint Joseph was blessed and consoled beyond measure to know, that he had been chosen by his labor and sweat to support God Himself and His Mother, to Whom belonged Heaven and earth and all that they contain (Esther 13, 10).
The Queen of the Angels herself undertook to pay the debt of gratitude due to Saint Joseph for his labors and solicitude. Accordingly She provided his meals and attended to his comforts with incredible care and most loving gratitude. She was obedient to him in all things and humbled Herself before Him as if She were his handmaid and not his spouse, or, what is more, not the Mother of the Creator and Lord of all. She accounted Herself unworthy of existence and of being suffered to walk upon the earth; for She thought it just, that She should be in want of all things. In the consciousness of having been created out of nothing and therefore unable to make any return for either this benefit or, according to her estimation, for any of the others, She established in Herself such a rare humility, that She thought Herself less than the dust and unworthy to mingle with it. For the least favor She gave admirable thanks to the Lord, as to the first cause and origin of them all, and to creatures as to the instruments of His bounty. To some She gave thanks because they conferred favors upon Her, to others because they had denied them; and to others again because they bore with Her in patience.
She acknowledged Herself
as indebted to all of them, though She filled them with the blessings
sweetness and placed Herself at the feet of all, seeking ingenious
and artifices to let no instant and no occasion pass for practicing the
most perfect and exalted virtues to the admiration of the Angels and
pleasure and the delight of the Most High.
WORDS OF THE QUEEN
My daughter, while journeying at the command of the Lord from one country to another and during the works enjoined upon me, my heart was never troubled nor my spirit cast down; for I always held myself prepared to fulfill entirely the will of God. Although the Lord made known to Me his high ends, yet this was not always done at the beginning, thus permitting me to endure so much the greater sufferings; for in obeying the Lord no further reason is necessary than that the Lord Creator so commands and disposes. The souls must accustom themselves to look for this motive alone and to learn solely to please the Lord, without distinguishing between fortunate or unfortunate events and without looking to their own inclinations. In this kind of wisdom I wish that thou advance. In imitation of me and to satisfy thy obligations toward my most holy Son, do thou receive prosperity or adversity in this mortal life with unmoved countenance and with equanimity and peace of mind. Let not the one grieve, nor the other vainly rejoice thee; but attend only to all that which the Almighty ordains according to His pleasure.
Human life is interwoven thus variously with both kinds of events; some
of them according, others contrary to the likings of mortals; some
they abhor, others which they desire. As the human heart is limited and
narrow it immoderately inclines to extremes, boundlessly desiring what
it loves and likes, and, on the other hand, grieving and sorrowing at
it abhors and dislikes. These changeful moods and fluctuations create
for all or many virtues. The disorderly love for one creature which it
cannot attain, moves the soul presently to desire another, expecting a
balm for its disappointment in the former. And if it is successful, the
soul becomes involved and flurried in the desire of retaining what it
thus casting itself by these velleities into still greater disorders
passions. Attend, therefore, dearest, to this danger and attack it at
root by preserving thy heart independent and riveted only on the Divine
Providence, without ever allowing it to incline toward what it desires
or longs for, or to abhor what is painful to it. Let the will of the
be thy only delight and joy. Let neither thy desires draw thee on, nor
thy fears dishearten thee. Let not thy exterior occupations, and much
thy regard or attention to creatures, ever impede thee or divert thee
thy holy exercises, attending always to my example. Seek thou lovingly
and diligently to follow in my footsteps.